still from i dont feel like dancin

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lips

stills from legs video

5th quarter review installation

why

why am i interested in wearing high heel shoes
why am i interested in mascara and eyeliner
why am i interested in shaving my legs and putting on a pair of high heel shoes to see what my calves look like
why am i interested in putting my hair in pigtails
why am i interested
curious i guess
not all of these at once
individually
i’m not interested in becoming a drag queen
i’m not interested in becoming a woman
i am a man
i want to remain a man
but i’m interested
why don’t men wear high heels
why don’t men wear makeup
why don’t men shave their legs
why don’t men wear pigtails
some do
but not many
why do people stop and stare
women do it
why can't men
why has society determined
what is appropriate for a man
what is appropriate for a woman
who makes these rules
from a very early age
we are told
boys do this
and girls do that

why

stills from pigtails video

stills from fierce eyes video